There's never been even a moment when Josh worried that Dwayne might exploit his hold over him, when he's been anything but grateful for it. For the almost soul deep conviction that even if he can't control himself, he's almost certain that Dwayne will be able to control him. For all that he's never been a man to need or want to give control of his life over to someone else, this makes him feel safe and comforted.
"Is it always like that?" he asks, tipping his head a little in pleasure at the feel of Dwayne's fingers in his hair, at how much more it feels now than it had when he was human. He'd known his vision, scent and hearing would be augmented, but he'd never realized that something as simple as the whisper of a touch could carry so much information or be so profoundly comforting. "I don't need it." He shifts a little so he can mouth at Dwayne's jaw instead of pressing his face into his neck, hands splayed wide, one over his broad back and the other at his chest. Feeling his heart beat in time with the steady, reassuring pulse of it in Josh's ears. "So long as you're here I'm fine."
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Date: 2016-04-30 08:14 am (UTC)"Is it always like that?" he asks, tipping his head a little in pleasure at the feel of Dwayne's fingers in his hair, at how much more it feels now than it had when he was human. He'd known his vision, scent and hearing would be augmented, but he'd never realized that something as simple as the whisper of a touch could carry so much information or be so profoundly comforting. "I don't need it." He shifts a little so he can mouth at Dwayne's jaw instead of pressing his face into his neck, hands splayed wide, one over his broad back and the other at his chest. Feeling his heart beat in time with the steady, reassuring pulse of it in Josh's ears. "So long as you're here I'm fine."